Caution : I’m *not* going to write anything positive or anything that could make you smile, rather, i’m going to write something that will make your mood upset all the way…now, you decide if you want to read this article…

It’s all about death, an universe truth. right, there’s no shame on death, we all have to die one day. But this truth is always pathetic, and no one’s out there willing to accept it for their beloved. I’m going to talk about 2 death experience with my eyes and I will talk about haiti’s devastating situation. To be honest, I don’t know what i’m trying to say with all these…there is no solution for death. No one can stop it, then why i’m writing to make you upset? Not really, im trying to find a way to get out of this emotion that i’m feeling about death right now, maybe my blog will help me to do that…

First story…

Abul was my school friend at primary school, we were in grade 4 at that time and I was in our village. One day morning I got up and heard that Abul’s mom was dead. I was staring at my mom when she told me that. Mom are you sure? I asked…Mom told me to go to their house. I’m not enough brave guy to see a dead body or go to airport to see off people! But, I ran and found that Abul was crying…and his mom was just sleeping [sleep forever], he stared at me and started crying even louder. Probably, I wouldn’t understand the emptiness he was feeling at that time…i was so speechless and scared that I didn’t know what to do or what to say to Abul! You know what, I didn’t even go near to the dead body, mentally I was that much broken but mostly I was feeling bad for my childhood friend Abul, cuz he was only 9/10 yrs old boy, and I kept thinking that he would spend rest of his life without calling someone “mom”? Probably, I didn’t worry that much about someone who left this world but Abul who was there for rest of his life. So, Abul kept going near to his mom and kept looking at her, I was watching that from a distance and all I was thinking like “ishh, what is he feeling inside”. But most, pathetic thing I saw at the end, and I will NEVER forget this moment for rest of my life… at the end Abul’s father was like, “Abul come here baba, see your mom for the last time”. Abul went, and he started crying holding his mom…i couldnt hold my tears anymore! Wait..let me give a break, I will write more later…

Ok , i’m back…

Second story…

Few days ago, one of my friends mom died for cancer. So we went to see her [specially his family]. Was glad to see that our friend was really strong, like he was walking, arranging everything and talking to visitors normally. He kept telling us, how she had good death instead of having trouble for another few more months [as doctor said she would live another 6 months]. But, we saw the most pathetic thing in the corner of the room, friend’s father was sitting there on a chair, and he was trying to talk but couldn’t. We went there and stood in front of him, suddenly he started crying! Personally, I didn’t know what to do..then he started talking holding his son [our friend] and his daughter! All he was saying was like “I tried my best to save her, I couldn’t! You don’t know how much I loved your mom!”. Whoa, emotional junal would start crying, but somehow he kept himself in control, but it got me all the way when I got back home, I never saw such a true love like this before! Was kept asking myself, why people have to die?

Third story…

I can remember the last devastating situation in Tsunami, and now we all are watching another moron at the beginning of the year called Haiti! Honestly, like big loser im trying to avoid all news related to Haiti, why? Because, im such a loser who can’t do anything about it except reading/sharing and talking about it. So what’s the point? But, seems like I just can’t avoid this news or pictures from Haiti. These people are very poor, why almighty was so unkind to them? What they did so he had to take away everything from their life? I don’t know who can answer me that….

Anyways, let’s pray to God to save rest of these lives…and show this loser some ways to do something for this people instead of just praying to you!