Relax?

Like other university students, I used to get 15-20 days break between semesters. Then what would I do? I used to go to my hometown Sylhet to spend some relax time with my family and school friends. But this relax plan never lasted more than 5 days. I always came back to Dhaka city just after couple days. [please don't think I like Dhaka city]. It was someone inside who always pushed myself to have a room, it was guilty inside for wasting 5 days in Sylhet. I always had plan in my mind to do something in spare time and this is what I always wanted to do in the break/spare time. I’m not sure how much I was able to work on my plan at that time but I know they never went to a drain…

I got into job before I finished my university life. It’s been 3+ years I have been professionally involved with official work but truly never had any relax in my life so far. Longest break I had in last 7+ years were 3 weeks during my wedding…but that was the most hectic time in my life. It doesn’t mean that I didn’t get time all the time to relax. It means that I never wanted to relax. Weird but true that I feel like it but whenever I try to relax someone inside becomes angry! I give up, I come in front of computer, I sit and start doing what I love to do….It must be work, it must be twittering, facebooking, friendfeeding, chatting with friends, replying emails etc…

So my very last try was quiting my most favorite job. You know what I mean? Yes, I quit trippertlabs on 15th April, 2010. And the reasons were mainly to relax before I leave Bangladesh for Canada. I might have 2 months in Bangladesh and I always wanted to spend sometimes with my family and fiends in Sylhet, but result? I got involved with freelancing jobs which are even more hectic and busier than any other time before. Loving this new change so far…lets see how far it takes me. I will do it as long as I enjoy. But I really don’t want to miss my wonderful trippertians and I will keep in touch with them while im in Dhaka, and well I will write full blog on this great memory later….

So let’s come back to relax? Where is it actually?

No, I don’t have any regret to follow my heart. This is something I truly feel inside that “run”. Because I have promises to keep and I have miles to go before I sleep….